IM GOING CAMPING

On wednesday i am going to go camping... more than likely by myself... so anyone who wants to come is welcome...
Im gonna go cause im angry.. im gonna tye as much as i can up here tonight.. then go... i think i need ang time.. i need to be in the bush... if pple come ill get drunk and have fun if not ill use the time to stop getting damn phonecalls from maccas.. and to write.. and to calm down..
i think that is all i want to say right now...
oh and id prefer to have pple there... so... if your interested....???

Half the World is Mad.. The Other Half Wanna Be

This morning my dogs ate a cat from next door... a childs cat...:( someone let my dogs out in the middle of the night.. so im a bit upset...it sucks.... i tried to ask my dogs what they were thinking but im not sure of the answer... i held Pussa up to them and said... " Would you eat her?" but they didnt seem keen... and spent today cuddling Pussa as normal... WHy would they eat someone elses cat and not PUssa or Toby... I hope they dont just decide to eat my cats now... Im not sure of the pychology of dogs but im confused... I tried talking to them about it... and they seemed to be listening and to understand but will that stop them from eating another cat if the opportunity arises... im thinking that having dogs is similar to having a boyfriend right now.. they wag there tail and give all the right answers but your not sure if they understood... and they probably did but would prefer to do it the way they wanted anyways... and how do i make it up to that kid.... like what can you say or do that says... Im SOOO sorry my dogs ate your cat... and i feel real bad.. but none of this will bring your treasured animal back... and i still have all four of mine... and my dogs hang out with my cat...
Id prefer to think it was a territorial thing... you see my cats attack dogs that come on my property.. so maybe my dogs just took it too far... Maybe that gray cat is the one that fights with Toby all the time...actually im sure it was...
you see ive never really payed too much attention ot the wars on my street between animals.. and territory...
On that note im signing off...

THe Meaning of Sleep

Once upon a time.... in a place that was dark and forgotten there was this girl. She was young... well over 18 put still naive about the world... and she sat on her best friends lap in between two boys who were discussing threesomes... Now being young ... and drunk there was nowhere else in the world this girl would be... and she was talking some stuff that really shouldnt come out of young girls mouths (altho im sure she was talking about things going in young girls mouths... but anyways).... even if they are legal... Now of those guys... one of them got her number snd called her the next day.... and they have been friends happily ever after....

I went to visit Bhodi last night.. well i went to visit a lot of pple last night.. but Bhodi was significant and .... he was alive... not saying Bhodi is normally dead.. but he was the Bhodi i fell in love with at 18.... (oy dont get the wrong idea i still love you now) anyways it was all because he slept...
and i wondered... is there that huge a difference in me when i dont sleep.. you see im always me to me.. haha but i asked Liz and Liz says you can always tell how much sleep ive had by how i act... and then i remembered Dad saying you always go loopy Angela when you havent had enough sleep and get sentimental....
hmmmm and i hate my job when i havent slept.. but i love the challenge when i have.. maybe there is something to glean of this.. or maybe it is something ive always known but choose to ignore....

I also went and saw Jar Head... and i loved it.. brilliant movie i recommend to all..

IT DOESNT RAIN IT POURS

Pam is right... it doesnt rain it pours....

It is a forty odd degree day.... and it is raining... how bizzare... i watched Riddick last night and was dissapointed.. then took my sisters to Kings Park... and we stood up on the bell tower and chatted.. was nice... Im still not feeling well.. having problems breathing.. i suppose i shoudl see a doctor...

Had McBOot camp today... we are doing olympic games.. altho i dont know how tunnel ball and leader ball are olympic games.. ive never seen them playes in the olympics... but maybe im wrong... so here i am jogging slowly up Jacobs ladder... and i can barely breathe, and some dude who was walking goes... too many hamburgers hey... i just said arse hole... who says that... ?? like im not fit.. yeah.. but im not unfit either.. so what i work at Maccas..arse hole... if i wasnt so unfit or ill whichever it may be i would have had him bottled as sarah puts it.... but i guess he can have that opinion and all i get to do is vent over it.. hope hes there next week...
ANyways off i go to spend more money id ont have... and have no way of replacing..

Sleep

What would you do if I kissed you?

I have this 'way of being' that has guys ask me that quite regularly... the thing is i never know what ill do.... but what puzzles me is what do i do that makes pple think about kissing me and not do it.... or just the whole thing in general i guess... it makes me laugh cause being analytical what comes to mind is all the reasons not to kiss the person... or too kiss the person... and my brain enjoys spending hours analyzing the subject.. but to put it simply i dont htin you know if you want to kiss a person until youve kissed them... then it is whether you want to kiss them again. Or whether it is worth kissing them again.. cause some pple are really great kiss' but i certainly dont want the package....

the other exciting thing is i slept a lot yesterday.. so im calm.. and not overemotional... this is awesome... what a blessing sleep is... and tomorrow i get to go to the movies with Dan.. which im really looking forward too:) and i have two days off and andrew is back... :) Yay I love my store manager.. and i have Maccas Boot Camp.. yay.. so ill be off

Pancakes

When someone says to me that i am to take pancakes to their house... it takes on a whole different meaning... like what do they mean by pancakes... it is a family joke in my family obviously that if you are to have pancakes then you musta have had sex.... am i to take condoms... lol.. woudlnt that be funny Bhodi rocking up at your house with condoms... Im sure your girlfriend wouldnt be too impressed... altho im sure you would laugh.. so I am actually due at Bhodi's house right now with pancakes...??? but im not there....

so this morning Sal came and picked me up to go the beach... and i thought.. we are going swimming.. which we werent so im in my bathers.. shopping.. which was fun but with no money it aint really my thing....
and i thought id go see my parents for halfa.. and now i am stuck here.. and not a Bhodi.s... what a day!!! hasnt turned out a think like i expected.... maybe i shall walk home.... cause im not full of stories...

Just one last thing.. IM oFF TO MELBOURNE AND SYDNEY on the 15th of March.. i cant wait...

VALENTINES DAY

Well I didnt have a Valentine this year... but you can always still have something youve been wishing for come true. So the day started out with me hating work... ahhh working all these hrs sucked... so then i went and ate icecream with Sal... now as i was sleeping Lance rang!!! I should add in right now.. BHODI YOU ARE NOT TAKING SARAH TO THE MOVIES>>> OVER MY DEAD BODY>>>> anyways i was pretty excited cause i had wanted to get to know Lance better and i enjoy spending time with him... so i went and chatted to him most that evening... :)
Anyway one of the convo i had that day had me debating about Valentines... I have always considered Valentines to be a time of 'wooing'. A day to renew your love for someone or to tell someone the truth about what you feel. Altho it seems to be a day for those who are single to be sad and depressed about the state of their singledom. OR going the other way by celebrating it. I really think that is untrue to what Valentines is... Maybe i should research... my understanding is it is a romantic day in which you have the opportunity to declare love for someone you have been looking at or celebrate the love you have... FOr all us singles... who have noone to declare undying love too... its just another day... I see no reason to be depressed by this. I think maybe it is an opportunity to be in love....

Carlys email

For all you who dont know.. Carls is one of my best mates.. she lives in Meeka and is a teacher... so this is your email back hun...

TEN FIRSTS
First best friends.... Nat, Nicole W and Brinda....
First Pet...... Cleo.. a white bull terrior... EFI's great grandmother... she saved my life once... stopped me crawling into the fire:)
First peircing. My ears... Aunty Coral took me:)
First CD Frente
First Car Mini Panel Van 1978
FIrst Movie... WTF who cares... ? my faviourite movie from when i was a kid is the little mermaid
First Alcoholic Beverage... well it woulda been wine or champas.. but my faviourite used to be venom.. it was amiracle of a selection of alcohol.. yeah...!!!! shame they dont have it anymore@
First Overseas Trip... Singapore with school

NINE LASTS..
well my life aint over yet.. but here goes....
Last Alcholic Drink... Garaths party... was an interesting night... but i couldnt stay late as i had open
Last Car RIde.... I presume that means i wasnt driving... which in itself is rare i dont trust pple in driving.. i think it was with tom home from BDO.. i gave wrong directions cause i was so drunk and we ended up in MIdland... OOPS>>>
Last Movie Seen Pitch Black... really loved it.. good movie
Last Cd Played Ben Harper.... not sure of the cd...
Last Bubble Bath It has been too long... I could do with one
Last Time You Cried, Wednesday night... when telling Dad and Mum about what has been happening... but i cry a bit.. cleanses the soul
Last Book Read HArry Potter and the half blood prince
Last Time Out Well BDO....

Eight HAve you EVERS?

Have you ever been arrested? Nope
Have you ever skinny dipped? Nope,,, but i want too,
Have you ever been on TV? No
Have you ever kissed someone and regretted it? Im rarely the first to kiss,.. ive had pple kiss me and wish it never happened again.. i dont have regrets about kissing tho...
Have you ever crashed your car? never into someone on the road... but yes receently i fell asleep at the wheel.. after a 16hr shift... that sucked
Have you ever had an operation? No

Seven things you are waiting on
Getting outa debt
A pay rise
Being promoted
My holidays to come... yay melbourne here i cum...
Msn to download for Sarah
Rock and Roots Concert
Phonecalls

Six Things i did today
Worked
Had dinner with my parents
Went to Duncraig Maccas Twice.
Slept
Spoke to Tom Sal over the phone
Read some my book yay

Five Faviourite things in NO order
Road Trips
Dwellingup
Dancing
Sex
Concerts

Four People you can tell almost anythign too
Tom
Sarah H
Mum
Carly

Three Choices
Black or White...? White
HOt or Cold...? HOT... LOVE IT
Chocolate or Vanilla..? Chocolate
I want you all to know these are nt choices,... these are preferences.... I didnt ever choose these.,..

Two things to do before you die?
I want to go to europe,, and see David and the family and Jobin ( I miss you ) and meet Garrincha and Jose
Climb the sydney Harbour Bridge

One Regret
Not going on holiday when i had the money...

its been a while

So for all you who dont know.. im disconnected for a while.. so if you havent seen me that is why!!!

the highlight of the last couple of weeks has been the big day out...OHHH FOr all you who werent there it was amazing.. was my first BDO ever.. and i went with Tom... and ended up hanging out with Gary *** Sarah and Simon... and at the end Pete and Sarah R....

the highlights of the day were The Living End mosh pit.. ahh i love those guys and " Hill Top Hoods" and they rocked as well..

I had this revelation which iwant to share with you all....
i was in the living end mosh.. and off my head.. and this guy was behind me... i recognise him but i dont know where from.. and i asked what his tatoo said.. and he said something about family meaning a lot.... and i started dribbling on.. and on... as my grandpa is quite sick.. and not gonna get better.. and ive been really down about it... and i started to winge and get upset... and i thought... grandpa wouldnt want me to be sad.. i should just enjoy this,.. so i turned around and started moshing.. and since that moment ive not been down at all...:) it has been good.. and my perspective on a lot of things have changed... i love those moments... so if i ever see that guy again.. which im sure i will.. ill thank him....

I also met these girls... Simone and Kerry who i hope to catch up with in sydney,.,,, ISNT liFE AMAZING>.

so i can rate BDO as one of the best days of my life.. well certainly one of the best days this year so far,,, and who better to share it with than tom and sarah....:)