Another Thought

So ive been unwell for like forever now and i had a thought i wanted to share.

Im really lucky cause right now. Im not myself. Im boring. Im moody. Im emotional. Im dealing with the one thing i hate dealing with in others and especially in myself and that is im sick. Quite frankly i hate this and me cause i have no control.

And every night I get to cuddle up to Matt. Doesnt matter if ive been vomiting, if ive got diarrioa, if im exhausted and can barely move. And Ive never before appreiciated what a gift that is. TO have someone to always cuddle you. ANd i dont know what i ever did to deserve this gift but id say it may well be the greatest gift of my life...