Choices....
Well this is my fourth week straight sick. Im not peeing the right colour. Im tired all the time. Im exhausted actually. And i dont seem to get better. Ive been sick at least 8 weeks of this yr. Im beyond worried about me. And what is worse is i know what i have to do and i SOOOOO dont want to do it.
I'm gonna have to quit something... my body aint coping. Or my health is gonna quit me. Or Matt is gonna quit me. And IM soo scared. For everyone else it seems like there is an answer. But it is sooo hard. I either have to quit work or course supervising. And either seems to pull my heart strings. But i cant run around on 60% wellness for the rest of my life as well. Im losing all the joy. Im beyong generating anything...
So what to do... well i dont know yet.. i dont know... but ever since i was 15 i wanted to run my own store.... and now is my chance.... HELP
I'm gonna have to quit something... my body aint coping. Or my health is gonna quit me. Or Matt is gonna quit me. And IM soo scared. For everyone else it seems like there is an answer. But it is sooo hard. I either have to quit work or course supervising. And either seems to pull my heart strings. But i cant run around on 60% wellness for the rest of my life as well. Im losing all the joy. Im beyong generating anything...
So what to do... well i dont know yet.. i dont know... but ever since i was 15 i wanted to run my own store.... and now is my chance.... HELP
posted by ghostindrag at
5:53 PM
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Why don't you and Matt both take a holiday for a week or two? Let Maccas know that you want to start refreshed in your new role, Im sure they would be happy to give u the time off, and just go stay @ backpackers or whatever in bali or somewhere :) .. :)
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