Zoo

On sunday went to the zoo with Matt.. It was awesome and we got lots and lots of photos on my new phone... id even go as far to say it was romantic...

But other than that.. Im not getting better.. which really sucks.. i havent been this sick my whole life put together let alone in a couple of weeks..

Gary i dont have my roster yet.... but you should know.. you are an awesome friend... Thanks for always listening...

Hilltop was awesome except for that guy who wanted my arse a little too much and couldnt take no.. how embarrassing for him.... I prolly shouldnt go out at night till im well tho and maybe that is why i am suffering now...

Sick

So for all you who may care...

Im still sick...

And it sucks.... Ive been sick for three weeks now... and my throat is killing me...

Read Isobels comment... isnt it funny how I thought she asked... i was told she asked... she isnt the weird one then... and Im sorry Isobel! Obviously it was never cleared up for me... Now it makes sense to me.... and once again Im sorry..

Hilltop Hoods tonight.. and man i cant wait to be out... wish i was feeling good and i could be out partying... :) In full form.. I cant wait to be well again...

Anyways im at work.. giving work a go.. so here goes nothing...

a quick comment..

The last post was not about Matt.:") I still think he is the most unbelievable thing to have happened!! and he makes me smile like a cheshire cat... lol...":P

Heart Broken

For how long do you put up with the same thing happening with pple?

So if someone did something to you and you watch them do the same thing to another do you say something? or confront them? what if your clear they know what they are doing??

What if 90% of the time having that person around was a pleasure... it really made a difference it was just that 10%....

Is the smart thing to leave? OR is the smart thing to stay for the greater good... Im not sure. but I know im upset over it:(

Not Wanting to Work

SO as usual on a tues im here half an hr early... not getting paid. and my crew person isnt.. nice....

Went and saw Silent Hill on sun.. was a good movie... and i got to spend some time with Tom.. which is good.. Tom what you up to wednesday night? Im looking at about 8oclock.. but im willing to stay up till midnight????maybe early if i can get my shit organised/

Tonight i got a managers meeting and my intention is to spend three hrs working on my maccas file.. woop:S////

My course is coming along... I need three full timers:S....

Got really jealous yesterday.. well im not sure jealous is the right way to describe it... Matt's best female friend whom i have yet to meet was brought up by the spirits...:S which in itself concerns me... BUT Matt obviously trying to make it better had been talking about her all day... She buys Matt stuff often..well gives him stuff like the thumb ring he wears and shirts and stuff... i guess i give my boys stuff... anyways... she cuts his hair for free ect/// He also always describes her as gorgeous and really really hot. So you know im already a little jealous... so im telling Matt the Chris and Isobel story and hes like yeah... *** asked if she could have a threesome with us too... but i said no... well at least this bf is slighlty smarter than the last.... and im like.. doesnt that strike you as off..??? anyways... then Matt starts telling me about how theyd go out together and really making it sound kinda like he was in love.. it was wierd... so i decided to leave it and not pursue the matter.... didnt want my heart to break ... lol... so that afternoon id rang Matt at work to tell him some stuff and he brings up that he'd gone out with her.... and that it is ok cause Im completely the opposite of her... WTF/// then cause he is at work he needs to get off the phone... i gotta go cause my crew person has not shown up.. but you all get my point Im sure... and ill finish this afternoon

My Weekend

Has consisted of LIVING END>>> YEAHHH it was soooo F**ken AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sleep... lots of dropping off stock....

Pams housewarming.. which was fun but damn cold...

Sleep

ANd fathers day././//

and i got to spend the whole weekend with Matt:):)

On Thurs we went bowling with Nat and Nathan and that was wikid.. i won... yeahhhh!!!

ANd tonight we are going to see Silent Hill..

Nothing profound today.. just a lot of fun..