Bacardi

Last night i spent the night at Toms... IN MY PART OF THE BED>>> :S... hahah and we looked at mail order brides... and scared a few more gullible pple on the net... and now it is 530am and im feeling pretty seedy really... Im pretty sure i vomited:S/.///

My tolerance for alcohol has been severly lowered from my time with Chris.. and i would put that down too him always being off his head.. maybe.. or me trying to fit too much into my life....

So altho i havent got anything profound to say i do think that at some point in the near future i am actually ready to have a bf,
But i need someone crazy... someone who is as much fun as they are intelligent and someone who can both party and be successful... and i want someone who will have me travel...

So the only other thing i can think off that i want to say is my sleeping pattern sucks...
Mon night is not always the best night to go get drunk but i want to say tom... you are my only monday night drunk buddie and i love ya!!!!
Life... or what pple percieve as life which is in fact only part of the whole picture can sometimes be taken way to seriously... humans spend way to much time and money trying to be something, get somewhere and then resist the whole game that they spend there time creating... coincidently the truth becomes lost in this game. The fact of the matter seems to be that we will all die... at some point... altho i have also heard some theories that differ to this point and am remembering a book about a lady who wasnt gonna die and had scientific studies on her who two yrs later got hit by an oncoming car... altho i did find her work of the utmost interest and suggest that pple read it.... she is now dead.... :S
Im sure that working right now is the right thing to do....