Angela gets car sick

Today we drove to Bathurst... so who we is is ... Dave (liz's friend), Steve ( Dave's friend and now mine), Liz and I.... and it was a lot of fun.. of course we did a lap:) and we got to travel thru the Blue mountains and that was magical... so all in all a lot of fun.. except i got to be car sick:(
i hate that

Yesterday i met Merlin... and he really is a magician.. and can do things i dont possibly understand... i was impressed... amazed and im not sure what else to say////

Im not sure what else to write ... im still not feeling right... and tomorrow i come home... and I'm torn between not wanting too... TOby... Jimmy and the weekend.. but all I can do is solider onwards... go get food.. and possibly sleep my way into the new morning...

Three nights left...

So there are three nights left.. yes?? tonight.. tomorrow and thursday... then i come home...

I went to the aquarium and the maritime musuem yesterday... and i learnt something.. there are two types of Jewfish.. one is spelt that way.. and the other is Dhufish... the Jewfish... is similar in looks to a Mulloway... and it is called Jewfish in short for Jewelfish... now the aquarium says the jewel is the spots.. but Paul on the other hand... my friend who knows everything to do with fish... says that the jewel is the inner ear which is two small bones in its head that contain liquid which they think enables the fish to navigate... it is the only fish to have that... so yeah... i spent a lot of time trying to figure all this out and now it makes sense...

So other than that.. i went on a submarine.. which i thought was cool.. spent many a hr on boats exploring .. im sure much to lizs disgust... it probably wondered her why someone so movement sick would choose to spend four hrs exploring HMAS sydney and a sub.. but it was amazing.. and im glad im not in the navy yet sickly... (it really woudl be that) curious...
There was a Viking display at the maritime museum and i reallly enjoyed that... SEE THE VIKING DONT have horns on their head.. and they were truly pagan... what you should know is that if i ever turn pagan you aint burying Toby and Saf with me... lol.....

The Aquarium was amazing.. and really that is all i can say about that.. i coulda spent days in there.... the hrs i spent were not enough... it was amaZing and if i lived in sydney id become a member.... i was in love... and my faviourite ocean animal is now not the Stingray but i think the shark stingray... or the wobbygong... im in love with that aquarium... and how they kept it...

Today i went to the zoo.. and it was nice.. im impressed with Sydney Zoo.. but i couldnt say anymore than with melbourne. They are obviously successful with their breeding programs and they have snow leopards... but they didnt have panthers... lol.. and the view is awesome... i wanted to do the walk over there so that is on my list for next time... ohhh wait there is something cool about the sydney zoo.. the bird show and seal show is awesome... altho they could learn a lot from sydney aquaruim in how to keep seals i think....

So far obviously i am still coming home fri.... i havent heard from my family.. today... but ill call them after this...

Luke aint coming tomorrow.. well i havent heard from him..... lol... *shakes head* and i havent heard from Johnny.. but tomorrow i meet Merlin... lol..s o im excited about that... and the next few days in hanging out with pple.. thurs im hanging out with Joel.. my friend from the other night... he is a sweety...

Anyways im sure im sun stroked.. im boiling from my head.. signing off

not too long till im home

so i have five days left.. and really it only seems to just be warming up... yesterday we spent the day with ben... and it was bloody awesome.. we went to the the rocks markets and paddies markets... they are awesome.. im glad im outa money to waste cause im telling ya.. you all woulda got weird pressies...

on a sad note... i rang mum... PAm and Sarah.. you better be looking after mum... and she is holding up strong... ( IM PROUD OF YOU MUM>> I HOPE I GROW U P LIKE YOU) and i guess im scared.. and upset.. i might not get to see Aunty Anne again... I know it is irrelevant.. but i feel i shoudl be at home with my family not here... im gonna try and put that outa my mind.. i love you all.. and my thoughts are as always with my family.. and with Aunty Anne... Call me if anything changes.. I want to know straight away.. dont hold off cause im on holiday .. it will make me more upset...

ONE TWENTY ONE AM SYDNEY TIME

that makes it ten twenty two pm perth time.. so what i want to say is.. PARTY HARD ALL YOU AT THE D &D BALL.. HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY JOHANN, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEC... hope you are all having awesome parties...

SO i got NEWS>> YEAH>>>> first of all yesterday I WEnt to the Chinese Garden of Friendship and what i have to tell you is it is dream come true.. on par with Dwellingup and i have a feeling ive written that already and if i did.. well then i SAY IT AGAIN>>>. and it was a miracle and i could spend my WHOLE damn life up at that waterfall.. lol.. in the middle of Darling Harbour.. hahaha... on what feels like a mountain for the rest of my DAMN life and be content... Be very content...

I went on a MONOrail... and i only thought they existed on the simpsons.. lol.. was nice

I picked up.. hahahah now i want you to know.. ive been good for all those who even care... no sex for this little angel.. but i was standing out the front with liz waiting for Dave.. a friend of lizs to pick me up and well this guy comes up and starts talking to me.. he is nice.. i think i have made a friend... ( I KNOW BHODI>> i can be blonde.. and im clear he wanted more.. i set him straight... what was it .. if ya got a broken arm... dont.... well.. dont ummm play baddinmington.. hahahahahaha) but he is nice.. so i made a friend.. yeah...

Then we went out cruizin.. lol.. with Dave and .. i cant at the moment remember his friends name... it was awesome.. and funny... showing off Daves car... would be nice if i remembered what it was.. but well.. you know it was a nisson.. something... and we drove up to the gap... it was beautifull.. similar to zig zags but waves and rocks... one side and the city the other.. i hate to say it might of been better than zig zags.. but it is possible.. and pple supposedly commit suicide off there... i liked it...

so today we went and met lizs family.. they are awesome.. i wasnt too keen on going but i met Steph and Kathryn and they are magical.. we went out for lunch with them which was nice and then they took us for predrinks.. up at australian square... which is the truly high building with a rotating bar... A ROTATING BAR>> and coctails are still only like $17.. what a miracle.. and it was beautifull and i wanted to cry.. and i saw the whole of sydney... OH MY.. i wish i could show it to each and every one of you out there.. so promise me all of you if you go to sydney go there..

So from there we went to dinner in DArling Harbour.. at a restuarant ... which overlooked it,.. i cant remember what it was called but it was an indian restuarant .. and the service, the food and the wine was extraordinary.. and the music.. lol.. ohh the company was as well... it was all a damn miracle.. and lots of fun and extra ordinary.. im gushing i know.. but you dont have days like this everyday...

Next we went to a club.. i cant remember what that was called anyways.. and that was where the night went down hill... Liz dont dance or drink so she got grumpy and i coulda stayed but i have breaky with ben tomorrow so i thought i should write and go to bed... i felt like i couldnt really dance here anyways... cause it was so packed... and im running outa money till tues.. so i have to watch it.. ..///

IN OTHER NEWS
Im a little scared of what i write here.. cause i dont want to tell you all stuff and get dissapointed... im also scared cause i know now Jimmy can read this.. but if all goes to plan I get to spend next weekend with Jimmy... now that woudl be awesome... *sigh* cause i got the weekend off...

ohh and my next door neighbour is more crazy than we all thought.. she ripped up her own lawn in her car... how bizzare...

yaya.. well that is angela ..signing off drunk.. Love ya all

Waiting for my washing....:)

well im waiting for my washing.. and guess who pops online.... Luke... ??@@ !!! and i havent heard from him in ages... and the one of the first questions.. is... How horny are ya? lol... *shakes head* :( id ont know what to say... im a nympho given the chance... But give me a bit more respect than that...

Once upon a time... in a world that now seems far away I had a long distance relationship... with a guy from Canberra... and like it would be expected this long distance relationship cost us both a fortune and... managed to be impossible to work..
Now more recently... Luke called me proclaiming his undying love... and said he was coming to Perth... and he didnt. To give him the benefit of the doubt.. his grandma died.. which can be quite heartbreaking for anyone.. and then i havent heard from him till today....

But i guess what annoys me is i waited.. ??!!! so you gotta ask yourself who is the weird one... i waited both times.. didnt take any opportunities that were here in perth.. oops there in perth... and starved myself of sex... hahahaahaha.. *shakes head* to be ignored...

I know this is quite personal.. ... and i just want to point out that this type of behaviour is not ok...

Sydney

I have just flown into oops sydney... from melbourne and I AM SOO Happy... Yeah.. the accomadation here is already so much better and friendlier... and i have an internet cafe downstairs.. yeah.. and i dont have to share a bed with liz... which is also nice... for all those who HAVENT had the opportunity of sleeping with me ( how wrong does that sound?) I am terrible to sleep with and you should avoid it at all costs....

The last couple of days havent been the greatest... i have spent it nuturing other pples emotions... grrr... so really it hasnt been much different to perth.. lol.. except there are less of them there... hahaha... and anyways pple now feel much better and i am in sydney and free.... so i didnt get to go to the open range zoo.... and didnt get to see much more of melbourne... but im sure ill be back there... and now i have sydney to explore... yay...

Well for all those i send postcards too .. they shoudl be arriving in the next couple of days...

Anyways... I get to meet Jonny and Merlin here... and catch up with Ben... as well as meet a lot of lizs friends.. and the YHA is so cool cause there is pple everywhere....

Im off to sleep.. and explore.. :P

One day left...

So im in melbourne.. and im at lisa and lauries... and we are about to watch Wolf Creek... which i really truly DO NOT want to see.. but i guess ill keep playing the game...

Im a little disturbed by what happened at my house last night... and i have a lot to say about how much certain pple have let me down.. and maybe ill just leave it at that...

Yesterday i went to dinner with LIsa Laurie Liz and Tony... (or ANth or Bob) and it was brilliant. i loved the restuarant and the company was supurb... I have never had such brilliant service...

The day before i went to the zoo and had a dream of mine come true... I saw a panther... so i can safely say that that was a FANTASTIC day...

I started a story today for the first time i a couple of yrs // so you can all look forward to reading that when i get home...

Melbourne

Im in melbourne... obviously.. while all you awesome pple are moshing hard i hope at ROCKET>.. and you know what.. im glad to be here.. it is amazing.. commonwealth games so there are heaps and heaps of pple everywhere...

SO im gonna tell you two of my faviourite moments.. to not dribble on and on..

Yesterday my faviourite moment was hanging out with Tony on the ferris wheel... we also went to this really nice pub in Docklands... and i drank beer... AND enjoyed it... :)

TOday my faviourite moments have just been wondering around the city... Liz is out with LIsa so i went to the city by myself and have really enjoyed myself.... i think i could spend days in here.... well i really hope too.. so tomorrow im off to the zoo i think but now i know where the cafe is.. i will write more...

If you play with a player... youll get played...

Sometime i amaze myself with what i come out with...:S i suppose it is just the same as if you got a broken leg... dont dance... :S

So... 4HRS>>> and im on a plane.,.. YES.... So let me tel ya about my last couple of days....

Yesterday i got up at about 5am.... first day on holidays and im up at 5am...a nd started folding pamphlets... hmmm and then off i went to pick pam up and go shopping ... after much driving in circles we found what we were looking for and then i drove her to work... it was really nice actually to hang out with Pam... so that was cool.. then i came home and went to Bhodis... I needed some computer geer so off we went to this computer shop to get what i needed then off to lunch,... which i spent the time arguing over whether mcdonalds meat is 100% beef... and DAMN YOU BHODI it is.... lunch was nice.. i enjoy eating vegetarian with Bhodi.... then i went off and did mum and my pamphlet walk which went for like three hrs.. arrrr so i was late to get home... and not 100% prepared when Jimmy got there.... but i spent that evening with Jimmy and that in itself was awesome.. and now i dont get to see him for four months... which im a bit meloncholy about... but not sad... kinda mixed feelings.... because im so glad i met someone like him.....

And now im off on my little adventure... you can all expect lots of postcards as usual.... and lots of stories....

And for all you complaining.. its only two weeks.. what you gonna do when i go for longer:P

Ill write in Melbourne

Pump up the Volume

So today i Finished my last shift FOR TWO WEEKS>>. YES>.. and im so excited.. that i just cant hide it.. im about to lose control.. and I KNOW i like it.. and where on earth is my drinking buddy... TOM you should be here to drink it up with me... ahhh your having an awesome time in Thailand.. so eh.. what do you do?

and i just had my hair cut and coloured..... so ill be looking all gorgeous for my trip... ahhhh... where is my Adam friend.. too he has gone missing....

SO two days to go and im off to melbourne... and to see Lisa... i cant wait to be outa here.. i so wish i was off on a longer adventure.. I wish i had the money to go... ahhh but all i can do it wish right now..... there will be a time.. and it will be soon... im too restless to stay.......

Ohh and i hang out with Chris last night... which was nice... we walked up a long a lake... it is weird being his friend.. but id like to think im up for the challenge... lol.. no matter what you all think...

Then Jimmy came over and we did a lot of talking... So im lucky to have made a new friend there.. and i got two days left before 'this' whatever it is is over... and im not seeing him tonight.. arghhhh.... but at least ive had the time to get to know him:) altho i think it makes me far to fruit loopy to spend too much time with him:P
Well im off... speak to you all in the next couple of days...

Cheese Pizza

I wish someone would explain to me the allure of cheese pizza

I am hanging out with Jon S at hte moment...... man ive missed him so it is coolt o hang with him again.. and he helped me with my pamphlet round..

I had com day today and i didnt say what i wanted too.. but i said that i think we should talk in a couple of weeks

And last night i got to hang out with Jimmy.........

"Once upon a time i met a guy.... he was awesome... have you ever met someone who is exactly what you would have dreamed up as a kid... well this guy was that... He is that ... and well i danced with him cause what more could i do....
So not only is he everything i dreamed a perfect guy would be... well.. he is doing the one thing i would give anything to be doing.. he is traveling around australia... working his way around...

He is tanned and has curly hair.... and he is amazing to talk too.. he tells the best stories.. about surfing and catching fish....

SO i met him at 2ish am... on new years eve.. then... i had work at 5am that morning.. so i left.. the next afternoon we went and played pool... i gotta tell you it has taken ages for me to play pool without thinking about him... it took something... and we were up till quite late considering i hadnt slept talking....
And the next morning he left.... went back up north...
And life went on.... "

If you meet someone you know is amazing do you leave it.. and dont risk ruining the beautiful moment... or do you explore it./?? Maybe i wont get the opportunity....

Sal's email

Two Names You Go By:
1Angela
2. Ang

Two Parts of Your Heritage:
1. Australian
2. English

Two Things That Scare You:
1. Having a handicapped child
2. Bleeding to death

Two of Your Everyday Essentials:
1. Conversation
2.Diet Coke

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.a brown skirt
2. a black singlet

Two of Your Favourite Bands or Musical Artists (at the moment)
1. Cat Empire
2. The Living End

Two Things You Want in a Relationship (other than real Love):
1. Spontaniety
2. Great Sex

Two Truths about you:
1. I fall in and out of love with pple easily
2. I am not always sure that what i think is logical and i therefore doubt myself

Two Physical Things that you find attractive:
1. Eyes
2.Mens chest

Two of Your Favourite Hobbies:
1. Internet
2. Walking

Two Things You Want
1.To travel
2. To run a store

Two Places You Want to go on Vacation:
1. Darwin
2.Europe

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
1 See Jobin again
2.Drive around Oz

Two Things You Are Thinking About Now:
1. WHo was that on the phone... and why did i answer McDonalds whitfords?
2. Shoudl i go home

Two Stores You Shop At:1
. Dewsons
2. Whitfords... lol

Two people you haven't talked to in awhile:
1.Emma
2. JObin

Two websites you visit a lot:
1. www.insanetom.com
2.www.hi8uscs.com

Two cars you own/owned:
1. Mini Panelvan
2. Hyundai exel

Two pets you had/have:
1. TOBY
2. Saffron

Two Favourite Sports:
1. Hockey
2. Show Jumping

Two People who will fill this out:I hope somone does but you know

Two things you did last night:
1. Drove to the 24hr chemist at midnight to get passport photos for Sarah
2. Had a first assistants dinner which was lovely

Two shows you like to watch currently:1I dont have a tv

Tolerance

I have this concern about writing what i feel on here... and that concern is if i write what i feel pple will have a reaction... Or that i can be held to account for what i feel... hrmmm

Last night i went to the maccas boot camp wind up... was ok... i got drunk.. which was the plan... and then went out to bar one twenty.,. which iam still not keen on.. the only great thing about it is Isaac, Marty, Amanda and Stacy are all there... but then i dont like to hang with mcpeople when im not at work... and as much as i think they are all cool i think i prefer other places....

Im feeling quite meloncholy... i thought it was a lack of sleep but it aint... i still feel this way after sleep... my brain is in overtime.... i want to write about it but well boys are always a touchy subject and well my feelings will have changed by wednesday...

I think i need to do something crazy.... something unangelic,... but after my Maccas Function.. maybe im just hanging out for my holiday.....

THE BLUE FRIDGE

The Blue Fridge

It rattle as it makes things cold
You can tell its working hard
People heard it all the way thru the house
But now its in the backyard

I cant hear its rattling
and all it's noise out there
But im really glad it still works
As it is nearly 24 i hear

It holds a lot of memories
And has held a lot of food
I remember it from when i was young
I guess its paid its dues....

All i can say is im glad it works
I think its very brave
im glad its sittin at my house
Ill keep it many days

Working

So i have an hr and a half between shifts right now.. and a lot to do.. and ive been here since 530am this morning.. how annoying.. and i havent really got too much to report.. other than working.. and working... ahhhh... except.. Jimmy messaged me today...:) HOw exciting.. now that is worth not sleeping for:)
Yesterday i had close to one of the worst shifts ever... that is a hard thing to jugdge too cause each time i Have a bad shift it FEELS like the worst shift ever.. but this certainly was int he top ten...i had four pple not show up and it was a public holiday which means we were alreay running tight... i was so ready to close shop... hrmmmph.. I went and saw Grandma... which im glad i did.. but it really put into perspective how hard it must be for her.. not having Grandpa there... it breaks my heart to see the pple i love in so much pain... even tho i know theyve been prepared for it in many senses as they are older and have seen a lot of this... and Grandma has been so brave... like she is so amazing and strong about ti... but i can tell it aint easy... then Pete invited me around for dinner... and that was lovely as always.... and Mum folded all my pamphlets for me.. so i am ONE lucky kid... and then i slept... and that is about all..

Waiting on an Angel

One to carry me home,...
Hope youll come and see me soon ..
cause i dont want to go alone...
I dont want to go alone...

A quick entry altho i have a lot to say...
Went out on fri night.. and an amazing night with mainly pple i am not close too... some guys bought me glow sticks... ( THANKYOU ANTHONY AND MICHAEL ) altho i will never see them again,.... Jen is awesome to go out with so thankyou Jen:) Danced with Carly (jos ex) most of the night.. and i thought she didnt dance... met some dude that knows Pam.. named Anthony... he was nice.. and fun to dance with... wish id be able to go dancing with him again... managed to nearly pick up a GUY at connections... Saw JOhann.. from work at Varga.. and outside of Rise.. some girl wanted to Kiss me and i turned her down.. literally ran away... i was out till 4am.. .and it was a night to remember...
That guy messaged me.. ( beach rd) but i think he is only after one thing.. hmmm... and im still not evenm sure what im looking for... well.. i wouldnt say that is the truth.. but ..
I helped mum with her round on sat.. and now it is sun... Sal helped me with my round... THANKYOU AND I LOVE YA>.. and we were so stuffed we decided not to go out... after she boughe me dinner.. arent i loved... oh and Jen offered to pay fo rme to go to Two Tribes so i am feeling really loved.. but instead i wanted to write to Lance.. so hence that is what i did.. and now im off to bed...well home and then bed.. what a couple of days....

Today was the end of the boot camp.. which is terribly upseting.. as i loved bootcamp... today was at the beach... and it was so much fun... but we came secound in cricket... and the presentations are on wednesday... anyways i was on my way home and.. and...this guy pulls up beside me .. and smiles.. so i say hi.. then he says your hot can i have your number... he was really cute... and i love how brave he was.. who does that?? anyways so i pulled over and gave him my number... but we were driving alongside each other for almost the whole of beach road... so we probably pissed off pple behind us.. but.. how cool.... then he messaged me like half an hr later.. im hoping to see him some time this weekend... i love outrageous pple...:S and i think that is pretty outroageous.. but you know we'll see...

OTher than that Caroline came over.. she is a damn miracle that women... she is always enlightening to hang out with...

Last night i went to Bar One Twenty and danced.. I miss dancing it was ok.. It was cool tho cause there was all these mcpeople there.. McStacy, McAmanda and McIsaac plus friends.. it was the first time i had seen Stacy and Isaac out..

The night before tom came home so we went to his pad... (Tom is building a house in which only the pad has been laid) and Sarah Tom and I drank and danced on this pad... we brought and ipod with speakers.. it was fun... except i found me all emotional... hrmmm i got bogged tho that was weird... in the sand in toms soon to be driveway:)

I hang out with Jo on MOnday night... which was nice.. and fun... we talked and took the dogs for a walk and it was just like old times.. sometimes spending time with jo is so easy and i miss how easy it is to tell her stuff....
so that is my week.. so far it hsa been awesome...