Relationships

ive been thinking....

relationships are like painting

you start with a canvus...

and then you keep adding....

and sometimes it doesnt look good....

sometimes it is doesnt look like its gonna turn out at all...

and sometimes that is just your perspective and its going along fine....


and most times you have the most beautiful thing youve ever seen

but you gotta keep at it if you want it to work..... to turn out the way it was artwork it was designed to be.. not necessarly what you thought...


lol.. i dont know... im just thinking.....
men and women are so different.. and i guess if we were the same then we wouldnt want to be with someone of the opposite sex...
i remember at one point it was easy.. not with matt.. before.. cause i seemed to think that i would give my life for it.. maybe i was naive...and that led me to a lot of pain. i find myself now weighing options.. ive become easy to hurt... Ive become wary.. and i find it harder to trust..
Ive got the education it should be easy for me.. but for some reason it isnt.. this time its harder...
I wish i could go back to having that blind devotion i had before.... mmaybe that is all Carly is going thru now... trying to recapture that blind love:S