Failing The Challenge

It is Thurs... and i cant listen to the global call i got up an extra hr to listen too cause i cant login... and i have no idea how... AHHHHH: Tonight I have Landmark... tomorrow work then who knows.. maybe i shall see Paul.. or maybe i shall sleep... i love sleep.. i miss it when it isnt available... and in between then i have to get the stuff put together for my course and have a call with my coach and Sean... i feel like my whole life is remembering to call people... AHHHH... and then Sat work sun off... yayayayayayaya... watched the Cave last night and it was ok.. i wouldnt rate it more than 3 out of 10.. but i didnt hate it which is good....
Zac and I arent talking.. which concerns me.. only cause I care.. it amazes me tho how pple can just decide they are not talking to you.. and it hurts me... i dated the guy for over two yrs... and he cant even keep his word to me like him and i meant nothing.. grrr arsehole.... i also hate it that i was proven right... it woulda made more sense for us to have forgotten about hanging out four weeks ago.. and just let it be... why didnt i listen to my heart... why did i waste that time... and Zac if you read this.. i want you to know IT WAS A WASTE OF TIME>.. but better things have come from it .. much better things... the past is always better left where it should stay in the past.....
so anyways to continue on from my last blog....
Sunb night.. Pete, Sarah, Sarah, Dan, Mat, Carly, JO and i all hung out at my house and it was fun... and rather a drunk night for myself...
Jo and Mat did fire twirling.. and it was fucken awesome to watch... and both of them looked beautiful...:)
in the last peice of news... Jen quit Maccas which im heartbroken about...