Easter Sat

On all accounts life is ok... it is a stunning day... and i wish i was in Dwellingup.. or somewhere near the water.. even the beach would do right now... im feeling lke i need to chill.. which is probably a tell tale sign i need to chill...and tomorrow ive got the day with my family...

Im a little worried about me.. cause i have this huge urge to get completely written off... and im not taking opportunities that i know i would enjoy... or that would possibly help me get over the Jimmy thing... how come i had to meet someone i like so much.. and how come right now.. logic isnt prevailing.. logically im free im single.. and i should be enjoying.. DAMMN IT... but when it comes to the crunch.. it is like my brain goes into freeze, and hte thing that kills me is im sure he dont feel anywhere near the same way... damn being a girl.. damn this feeling.. damn the whole lot.. and im sure if i forced the logic.. id feel worse.. maybe im just emotional cause im not well... i hope so.. i hope this wears off soon... cause i really trully dont want to deal with it.. anyways...

Ill write tomorrow.. gotta scoot to work...