Friendship

First of all Renee has moved out. Secoundly anges id has never been sent out... thirdly an alarm kept ang up all night and she aint happy.... and i have to write something horrible about Jen... well... im not sure what to say... JEn ... YOU HAVE A NOSE>>>!!!PJIOAJFIOIO!!!

Im having a little dilema... and ive really been thinking...
so well all know that im quick to fall in love with pple... and that i love people... and we also know that when i give my heart.. which i do quite regularly i do so fully and without constraint.... so all you who know me well also know that when you do damage with me it is hard to repair.... like there is a certain amoutn you can get away with but after that bam... i have problems forgiving... and if you know me well you would know it specifically relates to family... and if you never say your sorry then i will likely never forgive you... well i know this all about me and still seem to have no control over it.... it is like when i give my heart i know ive done it but never did it consciously well the same goes with this... there is a certain amount of respect you give a friend... when you love a person you respect them... their family... their friends and their property. People who are thier friends are yours... even if ya dont like them... Im not sure... i dont know when others ideals got screwed but i know im feeeling pain from mine... and i know i shoudl let it go.. but then how do you forgive when the other persona aint sorry

Who I am is the possibility that ALL people are loved and known...
The values that are at the heart ofg who i am.. are...
Love
Loyalty
Spontaneity
Honesty..

this is who i am.. this is what you can count on...
hmmmm oh well.. enough analyzing

Last night is spent the night with Jimmy... :) only a week left. damn it..:)