Ghost In Drag

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Another story.

Believe it or not.. im not worried.

The past can give us who we are in the future....

Sometimes how we percieve the past is NOT how it happened...

But the perception is real enough that it impacts the future. Impacts who we think we are.. gives us how defense mechanisms, ect

I was 13

I was highly religious.

I got possessed.

Noone believed me but my friends who were there.

The church told me I was evil

I left the church...

I felt i could never go back. cause what they said wasnt true.

When i was 23 i did the same thing with landmark.... I left cause i felt something they said about me wasnt true.

Ive done the same thing with relationships... THIS is why i left home.. this is what causes me to walk out of things...

It was why i stopped talking to Tom for all those months...

2 Comments:

  • I just wanna tell you again how awesome you are and how much i love you!
    thanks for our convo last night. i'm proud of you and you left me extremely empowered. you're the best La La.

    By Blogger carls, at 5:35 PM  

  • PROBABLY THE BEST BLOGGER ENTRY U EVER DONE

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 9:29 PM  

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